Happy New Year!

Okay, so this is a bit late being posted. New Year's Eve I spent finishing up reading the Twilight Saga. I don't remember ever being so addicted to a series of books before! I read all four books in less than six days. And I wanted to read them all over from the beginning again. I never want to do that. Usually I have to wait a year or more before I even think about rereading a book, if I ever do. But there are so many other things that I need to do. This for one. But more importantly I need to get back to working on my own book. I'm about two thirds of the way through completing chapter eleven. And I'm feeling a three way pull in my "stuck" feeling. There are only a couple of scenes left in my memory from the previous revision (that got lost with my computer crash), but I need to find the right pacing to put them back into the story. And my problem right now is the pacing. The biggest help in this issue is the fact that the world of the gods fall in a completely different time span as the mortal world. So everything that had originally been slow (or other problems) can now be remedied. But I love the world of the gods so much that I want to spend more time with them than I am actually able to do. Anyway, the other stuck is that, I need to change the original story to fit with everything that is new. And that's the hardest part, even though it is the most necessary. The characters are different then who they were when I first created them. It's not so much as frustration that I feel as much as feeling my brain slow down, way down, as it processes everything. Sometimes it I am sitting in front of my computer and find myself wandering into some fictitious location just to pace and think. It's quite actually funny now that I think about it and am not living it. I create a place for my mind to think out the answers to a creative problem! Whose brain does that???? Leave it to me, I guess. :)
So on New Years Eve my brother-in-law asked my sister and me what our resolutions are for this year. It turns out that none of us really believe in resolutions. For me, it's just too easy to say you resolute to do something, but a day, a week, or a month goes by and you forget or drop it. And yet it's funny, because last year I thought long and hard and did give myself a resolution. At the end of January last year, I decided to work on losing the weight that I've put on since High School. I know very ambitious. But I was a healthy weight. (Not that I've looked bad these last ten twelve years. Dang! Has it been that long?) And I must say that I really do love one of my best friends. Whenever we talk about weight, she's always told me that I don't show it. I have no doubt of her sincerity. Love ya! Anyway, I decided to do this for me. So at the beginning of 2008 I had weighed myself in at about 285 pounds--I know bad, very bad. But yesterday, I weighed myself for 2009 and I'm now down to 225. Last year I lost and kept off 60 lbs.!!!! That made me so happy. The best part about that is that I lost all that weight when I spent over half the year recovering from a surgery and still not able to do a lot of physical things. Usually the general trend, when this kind of lifestyle change happens in people, is that they gain a lot of weight. So I am very proud of myself.
This year... I want to keep working my weight down. I figure that I have a ball park of about another 50 lbs to lose to be back down to my high school weight. After last year, this is totally doable. Really, all I have to do is lose one pound a week this next year. Anyway, enough about that. There is one goal for this year that I am really working toward. I need this novel finished and out of my hands so I can move on to the next story. So the moment I am finished with this book, it will be sent off to find an agent. I have every confidence that this book can land a huge publishing house, which is what I want. So by the end of the year I will find an agent for this book. And it is my hope that also at the end of this year that I will be (or have already) signing a contract for its publication.
So here, I raise a toast to myself--to my health and the realization of a dream come true!